What happens to media after we’ve meandered through their entirety? They still exist for us to re-meander through, but with the initial thrill of experiencing everything gone, what’s the point? For games like Viridi, the point is having a spot for daily active meditation – the act of watering plants can help remind us to water our own inner plants. For other media, when the videogame, album, or whatever is done, I’m onto the next thing.
It’s taken me 20 years to kick this addiction. Or, at least, not giving in daily. Since it’s difficult for me to write about this topic, this essay will probably be good for me. Unfortunately, I can’t find an easy way to say the problem directly. Similar to writing “My Penultimate Trip,” it’s a topic I’ve avoided, and I felt much better after writing that essay. Here goes: I no longer indulge in viewing pornography daily!