When I look over my writing schedule and when I look over my calendar of things to do for my healthcare, I feel like I’m drowning in lost time. There is so much I want to do – so much I need to do – that it’s difficult for me. Especially now, when I have to do so much to secure my healthcare benefits, and actually use them to aid in my recovery, I shouldn’t feel lost…
Between Pet and Keep Your Hands Off Eizouken!, I think Pet might be my favorite show of the 2020 Winter season. Eizouken might be the better show overall from factors like animation quality, imagination, and excitement. I’ve always been more of a fan of media that makes you better for having experienced it. When you know what’s important to you, you tend to gravitate toward similar media. For me, I’m always hooked in by open-ended thoughts.
Dredging through headaches long enough, to where any errand distraction can debilitate, I wonder… how will my life be different after these headaches stop? If I currently feel like someone slammed an aluminum baseball bat against the back of my head yet I still sit down to write, how will things be when there’s no pressure, no subtle feeling implying potential aneurysms or strokes, and nothing standing between me and my goals? No more procrastination.
Over the years, I’ve written thousands of intricate to-do lists. Throughout this moving process, I’ve found hundreds of them. Most are done. The remainder were impossible to do in one day, so they remained incomplete. Unless you’re keeping them organized for a comprehensive list of what you’ve been accomplishing daily, trash, recycle, or archive them! I think that we should instead prioritize tasks based on how relevant they are today, rather than they were yesterday.
Do we play videogames to escape from reality? Do we drop into videogameland vistas to explore new or familiar territories out creative curiosity? Or are we compelled to ignore our controlless, chaotic world in favor of fanciful fictions? Are fictional worlds candy for our imagination or the full-course meal that enriches us with delicious delights? This could apply to everything from reading, writing, working, overworking, or playing sports, we’ll just focus on videogames for now.
We get too distracted by innocent things. The quick rush of a new toy, the ugliness of putting in the effort toward finishing some task, or just a lost sense of curiosity. All are healthy, human reactions to living in our distracted society. When we get too distracted by these short-term fancies rather than our long-term flights, that’s when we fall. Over the next few weeks, I’ll be addressing that forthright, starting with seemingly-innocent imagery.