[Tripping On…] Freedom From Sobriety?

“my brain’s a bit fried so […] I’m gonna drop off[1]”
“i feel it[2]”
I’m coming down off a Gabapentin trip to help sort out the lower back and hip problems I’ve been impaired with for the worse part of the past month. This feeling is comfortable but addicting and I can’t concentrate very well. I also don’t feel the inherent desire I once did to indulge in anything more today… am I free from sobriety?

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[Tripping On…] Physical Therapy Fatigue, Part 18

I haven’t walked around as much as I should. There are days where I wake up in pain, like today, and days where I don’t. Regardless of the day, I should follow the physical therapist’s, Doctor-Number-Fourteen, advice to walk for a minimum of five minutes daily. My body’s problem could be that my lower back isn’t resting on my hips correctly, or my hips are not… as cool as they could be. Hard to say.

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[Tripping On…] 2020 Half-Year Review

Well, I’m high right now, but it’s medically necessary. I’m taking Gabapentin for lower back pain that’s lasted nearly a month now. I’ve been barely able to do anything other than sit here and distract myself from the constant pain from waking up to going to sleep. So here I am, my mind is somewhat mentally disconnected from my body, so the muscles can stretch back to how they should be. Am I breaking sobriety? [105]

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[Rowing Machine] 2020: Week 27 {205.5} “2020 Half-Year Review”

While I don’t want to start off by asking something aggressive like “how’re your New Year’s Resolutions going?,” we should always continually check in with ourselves to see how we’re progressing toward our goals. In terms of fitness, I could be doing better, but I could be doing significantly worse, too, so I’d say, overall I’m optimistic. My main goal has been to burn off weight, which I’m doing. My secondary goal is rowing better…

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[Tripping On…] Tripping On Gabapentin

I took my first dose of Gabapentin at 9:25pm. It’s 9:27pm now. Let’s see how this medication does for me over the next few hours, or whatever. First, I thought this was going to be Pregabalin, but I suppose they’re similar enough. Second, the side effects warning include suicidal thoughts in “a very small number of people, about 1 in 500,[1]” so that’s concerning. Third, I’ve started to get a bit of a headache, but we’ll see…

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[Tripping On…] Physical Therapy Cupping, Part 17

After I told my physical therapist that my previous session left me tired for nearly a full day, Doctor-Number-Fourteen adjusted the options we’re trying for therapy. I’ve given him the moniker -Fourteen because he’s providing medical advisement for me and remotely helping my primary care physician Doctor-Number-Nine with my treatment. We’re still applying desensitization and light stretches, but we also tried cupping, since the skin around my lower back is not responding to normal sensations.

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[Tripping On…] Physical Therapy Desensitization, Part 16

I told my physical therapist, Doctor-Number-Fourteen, that I wasn’t able to do any of the stretches or exercises he had recommended I do. I told him that after each session, I was wiped out throughout the next day. After the first session, I was tired for about a half-day. After the second session, it was nearly a week. I had been struggling against fatigue and was in constant pain. We might be approaching a solution.

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[Tripping On…] Tripping On Methocarbamol

It’s 2:37pm and I just took my first Methocarbamol. I’m listening to the Endless War Kickstarter stream while I’m waiting the estimated 30 minutes for this muscle relaxant to kick in. I’ve got everything prepped for tomorrow, mainly prepped my coffee machine, in case I get knocked out from this, but considering how other similar medications have been, at most, I’ll be fine. Still, consider this a trip report for how things go as they go.

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[Rowing Machine] 2020: Week 26 {205.5} “Neglecting My Stretches”

I’m in a conundrum. My physicality has been so negatively afflicted by stress that my body cannot move in certain positions without hurting. I can’t do many of the stretches I could months ago. The physical therapy I’ve been prescribed is helping with my flexibility, which is helping, but it’s also hurting. One hour of stretches with a trained physical therapist can lead to days of immobility and pain. What to do, what to do…

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[Tripping On…] Waiting In Pain

A colleague once told me how one nurse could tell the difference between someone “faking it” to get recreational medication and someone that truly needs pain-relief medication. Cases may be different for everyone. I am someone that… even seven-plus years into this whole sobriety thing… well, if things happened in a certain direction… But no. There was one thing that separated people looking for a fix and people looking to get fixed up, or, repaired.

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